The rough road

I do not think any one in this world can explain to another person how hard sobriety is. People go through it but still cannot warn a person the emotional turmoil it is. I feel like a let down to everyone. I am not getting to enough meetings or doing enough step work. I am not spending enough time with my family. I am not spending time with friends. I am not furthering my education. I feel like there is a tornado twisting about in me. I would give anything to make it stop. How did I get myself in this situation? The amount of could have, would have, should haves are endless. I cannot change the past. Keep putting one foot in front of the other. This too shall pass. 

Don’t give up. Remember your past but keep looking forward. 

Thy will be done…


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s