I’m sitting outside of my classroom trying to study to take my first anatomy and physiology exam. I’m nervous and can’t focus. Not to mention this waiting for my test results is hell. I realized now that I am only waiting to confirm I have abnormal cells. I am pretty sure they are still abnormal. I want to go ahead and schedule the colposcopy so we can see how bad things are.
There seems to be a lot of waiting in early sobriety. Waiting for things to get better and more clear. I have to say I hate it. I would love to say I have the patience of the Dalai Lama, but I am far from that. I have the patience of an addict. Now! Now! Now! I want it all now!
Guess this is something to work on.
Hope everyone has a blessed day!